Monday, 16 March 2015

Where is home?

I have been having the strangest dreams
and husband concluded because im missing Singapore

Dream 1:
I was back in my old home in bedok reservoir
and with my mum, we discovered a hidden staircase in the corner of the studying corner
then i realised when i climbed down the stairs
i can be teleported to the basement of a strange pub
or in the middle of city hall area
the rest of the dream was like mission impossible doing something weird...

Dream 2: 
Ioyce and I were at gladdys home 
and she shown us that her toilet is a teleport that we can go anywhere in minutes
then kenny came home and we were supposed to help gladdys hide the teleport from him

Dream 3:
Husband and i were bored and we decided to set up a table to sell things on the street
in front of a tour effiel and singapore flyer hybrid
before we set up, i fell asleep on the chair
when i woke up, it was evening 
i realised we were just selling an alarm clock and few pieces of papers
So, i asked husband why he didnt woke me up
and whats the point of selling these
he told me that it was fine and we should watch the fireworks before we go for dinner

After fireworks, we walked around to find dinner
we ended up in an areas with many kopitiams and hdb flats
and we settled down at a kopitiam with fishball noodles and zi char
then i told husband that we can consider buying appartment here
since there are so many kopitiams where we can get food easily
but i knew that husband will prefer to stay in classical paris buildings and not hdb
husband told me that if we stay in this place
it will be better that we stay in Singapore

Okay, it really strange dreams and i must really want a teleport to be able to travel fast
after i told husband the dream
he felt that Im missing singapore
and to him, the most difficult part of relocation is to miss out on family growing old/up
which i feel is so true!
I cant imagine each year when we return Singapore, the kids will be growing older

When we were still dating long distance,
there were so many times that i wished that i could come Paris asap.
Now, i realised i have so much attachments to friends and family, 
that i wished i can fly back much more
I wonder will there be a day where i feel so settled down in france that my homesick will be reduced
I guess grass is always greener on the other side....

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