I was really looking forward to it in January
and finally is here!
However, as the date comes closer
my excitement died down and stress took over
Main stress will be the wedding
where i tried to organize as much as possible online
with the help of my family and friends
preparing a wedding is stress
preparing a wedding being 6000km away is WTF
especially when we only have 1 day to make sure everything goes well
The perfectionist in me is so naggy now
worried about all the tiny details
added with CNY, money is a big concern too...
As much as i want a perfect wedding,
to match what we had in France,
the airtickets already burnt a big hole in our pockets..
I guess i need to lower my expectations
and convince myself that if anything goes wrong, is fine...
It will be actually 1 year ago that we got married
I cant believe we need to go through the stress again..
oh well, at least for the last time..
Strangely, my insomnia is starting by stress or excitement
reminds me of the time when i was leaving singapore a year ago
Then, i was affected by the memories and excitement to start a life anew..
Now, im just hoping im not becoming too touristy...
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