Thursday, 8 August 2013

The importance of support

August is a crazy work month for me
Apart from 4 evenings (till 10pm) work week
and saturdays
and public holiday (National Day)
I was quite sure i can survive this.

However, an event at work this week
totally affected me and i decided i had enough. 
Out of so many social agencies that i worked with
No where tested my sanity and ethics as here.
Well, as they always say,
A crisis will break or make a relationship.

Although finances will be tight
with the upcoming wedding and relocation
and unemployment.

I asked the fiance
how will he feels if i am to resign early / mid September
and serve my notice till end November or mid December

Instead of telling me that our finances will be hard
I should stay for the money
blah blah

He said "I will support whatever decision that you make"
how he will be glad that i can be there for christmas
And assured me that money will be tight but we will survive

I may never be able to fully support him 
like how  he can do so for me
But i will learn to do so
To trust in him
like how he trust me

To the one:
who never doubt my decision
trust in my wisdom to make the best decision
Support me in my decision
Hold me if is a wrong decision
Thank you.

 


 

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