so now im going to repay my blogging debts,
especially there has been so much happening for the past months!
To continue on the previous blog about starting injections to induce ovulation
it was really mind tormenting each day to inject myself.
although the husband offered to help inject me,
i still trusted myself to do a better job. *oops*
After 5/6 days of injections, we went for an ultrascan
and to our surprise (including the gynae's), there was a potential egg!
Normally it will require like a few cycles or higher dosage,
but any how we have a chance for the month.
It felt a little stupid to be happy to see an egg
when its only means 20% chance to fertilise it.
Well, a chance is a chance!
Around the 10th day of injection, i was to go for a blood test before gynae.
To our surprise, gynae called and cancelled our appointment
as my blood test shown that i was to ovulate on my own.
So she recommend for me to take the ovulation induce injection
and we are to try the next few days.
Life then went on normal for a while...
As the ovulation induce injection can give rise to positive preg test for about 10days,
i tried to use cheap preg tests to test out the fake positive.
At about 7/8 days after injection, the test was negative.
Crazily, day 9 after the injection, i got a super faint positive!
The thing is i am the only one who can see it!
Comes the next few days of continuous testing...
despite the recommendation of using first morning pee,
my results are always lighter in the morning that afternoon.
And considering i got an early positive,
before missing my period,
i was really worried about chemical pregnancy
which will explain the continuous faint positive.
and it was time to call for an appointment with gynae!
Since we will be flying off to Singapore when im about 7.5 weeks
and my gynae is going off to holidays,
the gynae requested for us to come in early at 6wk 2days.
I was worried that it was too early to see anything
since the recommended is always 8 weeks on
and our last pregnancy didnt shown heartbeat at 8 weeks...
Not that we have a choice, so lets wait to see...
Work was still stressful and toxic
but i was constantly reminding myself to keep cool
and count down to my last day.
Few days before my last day,
my boss told me that i wont received my final paycheck on my last day
because the accountant was on holiday
and i can take it when im back from Singapore, wtf
Anyway, i just wanted to leave as soon as possible
that i really dont give a damm about that.
Finally, the last day came,
it was the quietest farewell in my career history,
because there was no farewell!
Haha, seriously, it was like bye bye and thank you when i left the office
and thats it.
I was so happy to leave
because the job really trumatised me that i had nightmares about them
for the next few weeks..*phew*
After weeks of what seems endless wait,
start of all-day sickness,
it was time for the appointment...
We were so panicking waiting outside the gynae's room
just hoping that maybe its too early to see
instead of a dead sentence of our long-awaited baby...
We were trying not to be too crazily happy when we saw the small bean
and get to hear the heartbeat!!
We had the go-ahead for the flight to Singapore
and was to follow up with another gynae few weeks later in Singapore.
Gynae prescribed prenatal vitamins, anti-nauseous pills and compression socks for the flight.
Since we will be announcing the pregnancy to my family,
it was fair that we told myt in laws before flying.
But decided to keep the news from friends for now...
So now are all ready to go to Singapore with our little bean!!
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