Officially unemployed

I was to blog earlier but i was too nua
Finally ,i finished my babysitting contract!
which means i managed to survive 2 years of my first job in france
despite numerous thoughts to give up,
it still ended which the family leaving france.
I dont really love my job,
but its still some kind of satisfaction to complete it.
It feels a little strange to stop seeing the girls fromp now on
and is back to square 1 to think what to do in my life next...

The first thing that happened was 
i gave up growing my white hair.
i think i feel shitty to constantly see my white haits and decided to dye my hair!
So bye bye to obvious white hair...

First i bleached it, thinking that i have not dyed my hair for so long,
it should be easy to get it into a light blonde...
but nope, it became a brown-gold tone...
i should stopped dyeing at this stage because white hair was less obvious 
and my hair was still in great condition

But after a week, i was bored and wanted something more obvious

and bleached my hair again

which turned out really orange gold ah-lian color

that my toning shampoo and conditioner dont really help

and hair condition not looking great...

so itchy hands went to dye my hair red

which turned out to be really red!

i kinda like the red although i know it will fade really fast

and yet makes its hard to dye over..

and my hair is in shitty condition now..

but i think i will keep my hairs away from my hair for a while