I hate my job..

How is my job related to this blog?
Aven once asked me
"If my boss is really nice, my job is great, will i change my mind?" 
The answer is... 
i will still choose to get marry
But maybe ill fight to stay in singapore
get the fiance to keep trying for a job in singapore

But since I have a abusive boss
A job in a company where im unsure when it will collapse
It is definitely easier for me to accept relocation

As always
I have been ding-donging about when to resign
It is more difficult when i need to give 3 months notice
and a stupid SOP that we can only resign on the 1st of the month
That i cant really be flexible to choose when to leave

Resigning in aug is great
I will soon get out of this job
I can celebrate my birthday in paris
And need not be away from the fiance
(Long distance relationship sucks)
(Long distance marriage preparation sucks double)

Resigning in sept will be good for our pocket
Yes, is just a month of income
but it will make a difference
especially with the upcoming wedding expenses
and my upcoming unemployment

Tonight while i was thinking about the singapore wedding expenses
I have decided

I will take an additional month of:
-Being away from the fiance
- Mental and emotional abuse from boss
- Slaving like a dog at work
...And resign in Sept 

My mind keeps changing
especially when i have a bad day(s) at work
but i hope to stay strong in this decision.

Everytime when i whine to you
or wants to change my mind
Please encourage me to be strong
(or just tell me "$$$$$$$$$$") 

Pray for me to be strong
That the additional month will not destroy my sanity.