Outburst

Last night I had an outburst of emotions (and tears)
due to the ever changing wedding plans (previous post)
the stress of wedding preparations
frustrations with visa application
anxiety of relocation and packing
our crazy worklife

But I think it was a good outburst
letting out the negative emotions
letting go of them

Thank you for the many listening ears / whatsapp
for my whining
Thank you for all the encouraging words to go on

I really need to the thank the fiancé
I was behaving like a crazy bitch
Blaming him
Scolding him
Crying
Stressed up at every comment

But he took his time to stay with me (on Skype & emails)
Asking how he can help me
Reading things to me on French website
Assuring me that it will be alright
I can imagine its not fun speaking to a crazy bitch
but he managed to do so
Im really grateful to find such a wonderful man.
Merci Beaucoup Cyril...