I think i ren ming
Or im giving my poor heart a break
I did tried to search for a perm job
From the beginning of 2015
Till june/july
When i had no replies/ rejections
That i convinced myself that is fine
To continue babysitting for the same family
Especially when my boss had been super nice
To give me off when i need
And even gave me a 1 month bonus
It takes longer to travel to the same family
But i think i prefer to work with the same kids
Than to restart the whole procedures
Added that we were shifting then,
Its much better to stay in comfort zone.
I dont know it is because i have worked for 1 year
Or the kids grew up
Or because im the constant in their new school life
I do find it easier to manage them now
Husband wanted me to ask for an increment
Which i didnt
But suprisingly,
i have an increment of 1euro more per hour
they are paying 50% for my transport card
And the new school schedule lets me work more hours.
While im still dreaming to have a perm job
I guess im lucky to have a part time job now
And still earn some income for shopping, haha